This week, I am exhausted.

I am exhausted because this country was struck with 2 mass shootings in one day.

This blog post isn’t about my urgent request for gun control or my frustration with the President. This blog post is merely expressing my exhaustion.

I’m tired.

I’m exhausted.

I need to take one deep breath of relief.

I hope everyone is taking care of themselves.


Almost 3 years ago, I made some unaccepted but certain decisions in my life. I took a break from college to travel and volunteer in South Africa. It stirred a lot of judgement from family and friends for me to just step down from a very important milestone in my life to fulfill what was empty inside of me.

With the beginning of a new year, I’m here to reflect how that part of my life really helped me become who I am today.

Before I left for Cape Town in the summer of 2013, I was dating someone who helped me grow and learn a lot about myself. Like young college students, we were idealistic and very naive. We were dreamers, striving for passion, meaning, and success. I left to Cape Town in the beginning of September and felt a part of me being filled by an experience I had to do in solitude. After I returned back to the states and saw him for the first time in a while, he jokingly shook my shoulders with his endearing hands and said: “You don’t have to be so strong all the time.”

Throughout the hard and frustrating moments in my life, that one statement still applies to me then and today.

In 2016, I bought one of those ginormous backpacks and hopped on a plane to Asia. I saw my best friends doing incredible and inspiring things all around the world. Each country I touch down upon was like a stomping ground for me to breathe new air. I met strangers who I now call friends, exchanged hilariously absurd and heart wrenching stories, risked my life a few times on some thrilling adventures, and dipped my toes in the Indian Ocean again.

2016 gave me another opportunity to make more special moments to travel, fall in love, work hard, and remind myself that it’s certainly fine to not be so strong all the time.

I’m inspired by the past, present, and future. I am grown by the people who have shaped who I am. I am open in expressing the pieces of love, sadness, laughter, heartbreak, passion, and kindness that has been apart and remains in me. Here’s to the past, present, and future of our lives.



Robert De Niro Quote On WritingI didn’t get to watch the Oscars last night, but I can say that I basically watched it from reading all the live updates from the event via social media (Twitter and Facebook – also, shout out to all my film major friends who had something to say every second of the Oscars. Truly thankful and not being sarcastic because I actually like getting a good insight of the Oscars from a film major perspective).

While everyone was watching the Oscars, I decided to jump on the bandwagon late by streaming House of Cards on Netflix. I know, I know, I am way behind on all of this. It’s kind of a disgrace really because I currently live in the nation’s capital, and I couldn’t even take a second to appreciate what the hype was all about. Currently on episode 3, and I am hooked.

Back to the Oscars, I thought I leave this accurate quote by Robert De Niro. I can’t help but lift my coffee cup, and nod in agreement at his honest depiction of us writers.